**让我爱她**
倪安东
会不会 横越的吊桥粉碎
过两天 曾与她亲密依偎
坐的地铁 就脱轨
三秒内 这摩天轮若倾斜
昏迷间 她那颤抖的指尖
会不会愿意 让我牵
亲爱的 如果 你要 挑选我们啊
再等我 一下 我还没说爱她
你千万别趁我有她陪 定我的罪
你闹够了没 做一个人 已经那么累
你看到了没 爱让我 流胆怯的泪
能不能闭一只眼 放过这一对
可能会 幸福的一对
让我爱她
会不会 有瘟疫传染了肺
或明天 城市在烽火沦陷
来不及爱 已终点
既然说 人都会生离死别
我许愿 期限内要见的面
你别来搅局 请走远
亲爱的 如果 你要 挑选我们啊
再等我 一下 我还没说爱她
你闹够了没 做一个人 已经那么累
你千万别趁我有她陪 定我的罪
你看到了没 爱让我 流胆怯的泪
能不能闭一只眼 放过这一对
可能会 幸福的一对
让我爱她
啊~
我 越想睡 越怕黑 越醒着 越怕鬼
越爱她 越是自卑 疑神疑鬼
恳求你 可怜我 别让我 乐极生悲
你闹够了没 爱一个人 已经那么累
谁会幸运获得你慈悲 永远约会
你看到了没 世界上 你造成的泪
能不能闭一只眼 放过这一对
可能会 幸福的一对
能不能睁一只眼 看看我下跪 让我爱她
再给我一百年也不够 我爱她
Saturday - Morning woke up...office work
Right 3pm sharp~C came n pick me up, so I need to ran off from office & She drove M car~Triton...wa look really awesome~~O_O!!
it's until 6pm.. O_O!!
I can't make in time to another BOP frenz invited...
6.45 Kepong Honeymoon... Discussion about the music book with M & some advice personally given to me.
Got it & I felt appreciate because din really had people would like to guide & coach you in detail. Tqvm for wasting your energy n spirit / time explain a little bit more back there...
On the way back we had another small conversation, n guess what...we laugh 2gather for a short topic :)
C ask me to find some fren to help her along her make up? I'm in list alrdy so quickly!? alright then LOL
Reached home...Super tired! Start research on the book M mentioned " kumon"
Search through a lot website to get the Ebook...very luckily manage to get some of it...
But decided to go kinokuniya bookstore tml to hv more information...
After done amendment on artwork.
11pm~Sleep because over tired + eye close up.
Sunday-Woke up at 10 am ( Why can't I sleep even longer? haiz~body alarm) T_T
Check email, get ready to go out, given instruction about the book to all my assistant.
12pm - out to ktm station...din really big different...late + many passenger.
Went into gal platform...err?I am the tallest here!? -o-"
LRT - WHHHAATT?? the port company changed to "easy".
Counter - Not selling ticket anymore!? only provided T & C / Card holder to top up~
So we need to use the machine..."new machine"
At the very 1st I din really know how to tap on the machine...
So I tried tap the language~destination~n huh???confirmation n look for the same destination again?? n finally slot in the money =-="
Huh!!?Token!?!?blue color+plastic material+ a small light chip inside"
O_O~now i know then...walked around KLCC...whooo long time din window shopping alrdy...guess i hv to pick a day or two to come out window shopping alrdy, who wan to accompany me? wahahahaha!
Straightly been to kinokuniya!~a lot people~woooo!!~Bookstore~~
A place of heaven n hell for me...
Why i say so?
Heaven - LOTS LOTS LOTS OF MY FAVORITE BOOK!!
Hell - I COULDN'T HV IT ALL!~& I'M SURE WILL GRAB 1 OR 2 BOOKS BACK!~so $ gone~
hahahahaha!!~
Business, Self development, leadership section...AWW many nice BOOK!!~ -o-!!!
Research on the music book n kumon book at japanese section...whoa!!japanese section book is more interesting even I din really know their wording haha!~ I spent 3 hours at japanese section looking at the children book design~Wow!~But I couldn't absorb too much so i decided to take some of the photos...
Spent another hour at english section looking for the children book "most of all been packed by plastic so I can't really look into it"
& children book at japanese section was all unpacked...that's y i would spend more time there! =)
**Keep looking** & after I been through all the children section, I walked up to designer section...
Awwww~A lot nice book again & compared to others section, this section is the most expensive section some more T_T!!
God bless I managed to get some information back...
KL central...went to subway to grab a bread! it's been a while din ate that~ XD
Gal platform again...still, the tallest 1? =o="...Then there's 2 guy went in..many girls looking at them so they felt very curious with what happen & finally they found out wrong sex platform,they changed back to other at next station hahaha!~
Backed home...tired, hungry & hot~
Eating subway...then mum keep suap me with rice she cooked...so I'm super full after that, brother help me to finished up the subway -0-"
Bath...Stop thinking about anything n relax, n text with phone!~still doing my job help looking people around ><"
& then another call from frenz to ask me out tml after work, another 1 about her design stuff...By this time mum finally grouse n said : why are you so busy lately!? just came back only need to out alrdy? otherwise then work in front of pc whole day long...
Oh ya~ I admit that...din even really sweep house as well hahaha!!~brother actually the most relax 1...everyday came back hide in room n play games n do nothing but still not willing to do housework...
What to do? Ignore jer la...he din even have money to buy dinner.
HAH!!sympathy him??I would said: Very Well Done!~
& When frenz update his newest status..only figure out he's been listed for UPS 2 (非常好声) at 8tv...team 4 in love...Wahhhhh!!~so unbelievable since last I met him last 2 years...but he really do had star look. All the best ya Max!~^^
Setup & Self train my own business.
Still learning to be a successful managing director & long way to go to achieve executive director~
Might have to look for a personal part-time assistant. Who volunteer hahaha?
Suddenly get frenz called & asked about the prices of printing etc.
Blii Blii Blaa Blaa~She mentioned she showed frenz the flyer design I made for her...
& She actually promoted me to her frenz who needed because my design been approved...They will call me if they needed?
O_O?? Thanks~
But they have to match with my schedule by then ><"
Been really busy lately, din really had my dinner for these few days because too addicted & hard work on the job...So far all my hard work worth doing!
I ran off very early today at 6:15~because I'm not going to stay any longer by doing their documents which going to consumed me few hours & they just sitting there talking...So I told them I'm going sharp 6pm & i wont get paid any extra OT. I'm not going to waste my time by doing it FOC! They was just curious why I ran off so early...But my boss knew I had others thing to do & she din even speak a word.
Another frenz ( office client )- I asked some question about his car...& he actually solve my curiosity.
& then he encourage me to get it hahaha~
I wanted it very much but I had no budget at all so might be in future I said...
Before he leave office, he turn back n said...if i want to change new car, I sell you mine??haha~
O_O? We'll see about that?haha~
But at least now I know the exact amount actually I had to prepared as if I want to get that car in future.
Seems never-ending work...Finally I understand why elena was always in such condition hahaha...
Within half year...by doing Freelancing, MLM, Part-time, Full-time, etc etc...Woaah~~a lot...
Keep fighting...I'm proud of it~~Gambateh ^^v!!~~
As a designer,
What / Who I most hate to serve?
- People who kept talked about "discount~discount~discount" same amount,same quality...example: 1st offer 150, 2nd cut down to 140, 3rd cut even down to 130...what & how are we earn? earn sh*ts from you ah each n every time u cut down a little!? If I cut down the price for you...what you gonna pay me? Why don't you just says "FOC"!?
- People who never respect designers effort...Please try yourself sit in front of pc the whole day for doing just 1 artwork! I would like to know how u feel & TELL me...
- People who think we are god...no matter how good we are...we are still human being, there's something we can't edit 100% completed. Can you duplicate yourself 100% another you!?
- People who think we are god part 2...Do we knew how your product works? Do we knew what we should edit by just a few information? So let me ask you...can you submit your proposal with just a blank paper without a full information!?
-People who think we are god part 3...We din ever notice / know which part we need to changed without any warn/remind. You really think you are the only person in the world we need to take care with? Our brain had to stock more thing than you did. Don't you agree!?
- People who never admit their own fault...They love to push away all the responsibility & fault to "designers" no matter how we explained. So what we had to learned is to accept what they said even its not our fault. Learnt to solve situation peacefully.
- People who didn't understand the situation such like : 1 artwork...the very 1st came in n re-do the whole artwork for their company & saids : I wan the background images overlay darker....then the 2nd came in n said : Why is it so dark compare to the origin which is lighter? so your partner would think & comment like this "hey, you didn't done your work well"...Hah!? It's funny is it?? Well, alright its my
- Furious but time consumed document + chasing situation...they just emailed the docu & right away they spoke in phone: I sent you the document & pls help me do now, its just 1 or 2 things,
Many Many more I dun remembered & willing to wrote here...
You respect + paid + understand + sympathy us...we will treat you nicely...
If not~ get out from our sight!
1. What do you want?
2. What is important
to you about this?
3. How will you know
when you’ve got what you want?
4. What is getting in
the way?
5. What resources have
you got that can support you?
6. When you accomplish
your goal and look back on your success, what will you experience?
7. What is the
question that you don’t want to ask yourself right now?
8. What is the way to
make this really easy?
9. What is the first
step?
Number 10~~ Do it Now!~ XD
Chances...?
Does it really meant anything?
Does it come to you automatically?
It definitely related to every perspective of yourself.
There's no such thing in life...it's just an simple excuses created to avoid the reality.
What you should do to make sure the "chances" exist?
Do you realize it then?
Will you appreciate it?
Are you willing to do your best to achieve it?
Otherwise you wasted the "chances" people given to you & you never ever get it back.
Look at what you've done all this time?
Causes & Effect created the Fact.
Find any solution to solve the puzzle?
Or just run away from it & created any other excuses?
& What is the most important?
Pick a wise choice & realize the fact which might tight you up.
I used to be a rebellious procrastinator...
just a few step more to go & becoming a producer...Hooray!~
Doing my best on getting this designing project...
He's trying to pick up my confidences & desire, I knew it after used to get along with -.-"
He didn't meant it clearly but I realize from words.
What he is trying to said :
"It's your call whether you want this project, but if you rejected before even try it...I still can get another person to get it done...So, show me your effort"
Very Clear & Reality.
I'm not good at characters designing because i used to draw weirdo stuff hahaha.
Right for now the very 1st thing...
I WANT IT!!Fire's UP~~
It's a huge amount if I'll be able to get it!! How many times you may get such project within a year or few years?as for your grade now...
But too bad I seen many others not willing to made up their mind for this advantages I offer them with kinda high price.
Its pretty funny that when you heard a person grouse their matters every single moment & they keep mentioned wanted to get out of there...But once you offered a chances to them & usually they lose it very easily.
What's the big deal...?
夸张的咯！~
一个packaging竟然弄一个礼拜！？天天坐在那里对着一样的东西都弄那么久？
实在不明白！怎么说？过于细心？ =-="~
本人暂时最高纪录设计时间表：10小时内 (approved + amended + 100%确定)
也许是自己习惯了“快速+效率+简单+明白”的方式完成每个设计。
多数是到处参考+copy idea+paste+re-create+design...
除非突然有灵感,不然不会浪费时间慢慢想. (M 提议的这方法很有效!)
虽然创意是很重要的,可是我们不能花费太多的时间.
因为在外头,虽然你很有创意,但是慢人一大步的话你一定很吃亏~(前提是人家能"~等待~")
你必须跟时间竞赛才得到更多!尤其当一个"freelance"的收入跟经验~
想太多+改太多+太关注的话 = 浪费很多的时间
做得越多,错得越多,客人建议越多,你就能快速进步!~当然前提是自己承不承受得了这些打击~
然而要我对着那样东西弄一个礼拜、更何况还没给客人看过+证实、我会疯掉的说~
本人很喜欢这张~突然的感触而帮朋友设计,看在她上次收不到新生的份上收她特别价格~
现在觉得这个挺随便的哈哈哈,都不需要一个小时~有空时还需要修改一些些+等资料~
