Time is precious, Strive for your future!

Another fishing day again...
midnite electric down (not sure what time because I was over tired and unable to get to look on clock but keep awake because of heat)
woke up at 8 am...oh man super sleepy~
get ready right until 8.30 am..awaiting M msg.
9.00 finally received his msg that he was arrived and I bring down everything I need to pass him.
Well...directly been to kopitiam nearby office to have breakfast.
But can't afford to eat so much due stomach feeling pretty weird because of wind again?
10.00 am - 10.30 am~ cut the sticker...fishing~din get hurt with knife due I am half awake.
You'll see my panda eye appear again lately...
hopefully RO2 could be open tonite?
Steamboat~sis is so excited about that?
what about me?once i imagine the food...my stomach start feeling weird -.-"
So i dun think i will crazy with them for the sake of my health.
As she said, flight finally been settle...
While I was keep wondering do I key in any wrong info, but hopefully nope due this is the 1st time I book flight and that was the amount that I'm not afford to pay if there's any mistake hahaha~
So our next move is get well plan with tourist.
And get well prepared with genting stuff...readying a list now "TO DO/PREPARE LIST"
Sunday to have more discussion & pass them document I've prepared for everyone.
No matter they are going to keep or not, it is still my responsibility to pass them a copy.
Maybe I was just over perfectionist? hahaha
Well? Recently everything get planned well and hopefully there's no trouble maker...
Just received msg from team there's opp event for tml and sun..
hmm~tml might be ok but depends on my task.
And Sun been book by ES gang~ So cannot make it.
I can't guarantee to said that I am a good leader nor planner,
but I will become best leader to get everything settle & complete.

what I expect is just this sunday shopping...
C'mon & enjoy your holiday!
Alrdy think of not to go to work tml haha.
Muscle feel a little painful due ytdy carried home M stuff around 5-6kg.
Afterward,carried down 12kg + flyer down for my client..
This morning carried down M stuff for him again.


RO2 delay to 3rd jan 2013~~
looo, no choice due i'm just a tiny little player~
what we can do is just wait and wish their best of workout to stabilize the server...
since this game is f2p...you can't complaint much otherwise you sponsor a server for us!~
there's lot of spam n complaint by just complaint rather than given more advice and support to people who are getting some works done.

is that the way you support a f2p game?

xmas? pass as usual, n nth special

想象~
想法~
思考~
整理~
分析~

看来这些成为了一个习惯
今早一起床又在思考了
昨晚入睡前依然思考

思考些什么？一整天在做什么，明天该做什么，有什么重要还没解决，financial 统计。
今早呢？看到面子书，题目自然是 CF (Comic Fiesta)
昨天，
小弟弟看着我跟时间比赛似的
因为才吃完早餐，
就来一大堆的信息
有个更是最麻烦的工作需要改善，由于在明天前需准备好
刚巧他们又问今天的节目
我，简直是没时间理会
因为那份设计图，很多麻烦~

结果，
刚弄完一半 （由于artwork有问题，重复了整理几回）
另一通电话来了，
得交卡片给队友。
就在准备着要下楼之际，
另一个信息也跟着来了。
铨兄出门了。

茶都没喝完，
小弟弟看着我走来走去，
非常地匆忙
说：哈哈哈~你很赶哦！衣服来不及换，茶没喝完。妈妈带回来的汤圆吃不了。

从昨晚的聚会来看，
我似乎无法融入他们的话题
只静静的观察着他们的对话
从何时我对这些完全不感兴趣了
也许话题触感不了我能表达的地方
说到31号聚会，
假期？我吗?只要我想，不成问题
因为，各种理由我都篇得出~
还无需动用MC这招
我赞同铭的说法，MC这理由最容易过关。
出席率？我不在乎因为bonus比我自己赚的外快少得多，所以完全没顾虑过
各有各的理由，但也需要找个能解决的方案

至于另一个的问题。
简单的说辞就是 “固执”

对我而言，
要 = 一起想办法得到/解决
不要 = 就不要，无需多说
要，又不要这理念最烦人
通常不能出现在我思考里

很多东西想要买
需要归类重要性
再考虑考虑吧~
旅行费?
早就准备好了
31号准备的食物？
有列表我就叫人办事
没有列表，叫我如何订货呢？

Doomsday?
Dumbs day!~
But the sun this morning seems a bit yellowish.
Just feel, a little bit different due its not completely bright.
Oh man~ here comes my work holic habit as a designer~

Doomsday?Never believe it...
Because I'm not rich as millionaire where be able to bought/own a flight nor a ticket to MOON?haha
I am no god or superman where I can't even save myself.
So...leave it & enjoy your life as usual!~

Ytdy the kali fish head was pretty good and cheap because shop belongs to KIT's student family.
once again KIT scold me how can I alrdy planned what supper/dessert to have along with chicken wing~
and when talked about exercises, her fren "evon"din seems to believe I could do lots of pumping and sit up every morning n nite but think of mby I works with "yoga"?

Hmm,what do you think?yoga??? totally not my style isn't it~I dun like something very slow due I am very impatient on sport stuff.
I would prefer speed & power.
I din argue about her thought because its not a matter of argument anyway.
Kit knows I could walk up 3 floor up and down along with 2k flyers...lol~
Keep my muscle growing~ XD

I just wonder why most of walk in always come to me was like I am the only human here and colleague was GHOST all the way free sitting there most of the time...feeling super beh song about that.
And the way she talked this morning very rude even its just a few words.

Unbelievable 2 am still received someone sms...
its...from sis!? =.="
said about the flight price...

Well,
If its not a 1k flight budget...
no matter how much it's still acceptable to me.
So I ask her to ask "the rest" who always hv trouble of settlement.

At the same time, before I went out from home
I've sent mail to pudu regarding about some questions and changes of date and itinerary.

Well, that's my melancholy characters...
wants everything in well plan and perfect / at least there's lot of back up plan...
Good about myself is that controlled with choleric where started the move rather than just "wait"...

Because I dislike waiting people's decision and let people wait for my decision.
What I want & offer is...
solution & settlement

我的超准，

四方形 - 圆形 - 十字 - 三角形 - 螺旋形

今天，
很不辛
收到了妈妈打来的电话。
说，咱们的爱猫~
遇到了车祸。

它走了，
陪伴了咱们两年的它没缘让我们陪伴它到最后。

妈妈说难道我不伤心难过吗
小弟弟一听到就在一角落哭了很久，很久
将近一小时吧。
也听得出妈妈话中的伤痛

你说我能不伤心吗？能不心疼吗？
它比你们任何一个更亲近与我。
我应该是最心疼的那个吧
我比你们任何一个都想摸到它
那漂亮的毛发
温和的出来欢迎我回家的那一刻

那般心疼不是以“泪”能衡量的，
而是转变成了另一种心情
一种看得开的心情
然后跟妈妈说，
而外找一个新的来养咯？
带回来~
我也很愿意帮你们看是否合适~
要刚出世的那种哦~

动物，就是这样
短短的几年生命
能陪伴我们的时间也有限
从你们领养它那天起
我已经有这样的心理准备

哭不出，不是因为不伤心
而是因为思想长大了
知道这是我无能为力的事情
如果还有的救，那倒无妨
我相信我会是第一个扑回去救它的那个

事实就是
它已经走了
我也没办法
也能让小弟弟了解
体会到“珍惜”的可贵

毕竟，
他这年纪还没体会过失去宠物的经验
小弟弟的电话封面
就是它的图片
也可说电话里全部都是它的图片吧
弟弟他那份伤感
我是深深地明白
因为比他更小的年纪
我已经历过无数
以前婆婆家很多猫咪的哦~

只能诚心祝福它
下一世还能让我们成为它的家人。

谢谢它这两年带给我们的欢乐
是我们一家人的关系有一个特别的联系
它也一定很幸会
有那么疼它的家人

这不是花言巧语
更不是篇出来的谎言
因为这一切
能从这照片里呈现出来
它得到我们的领养
是多么的幸福

Fishing~Fishing and fishing!!
I could stand there while doing photocopy along with fishing...
Customer print out photo~ There's few second I am also fishing unconsciously...
Is there any fish being caught?? none i guess hahaha!!~
Right until 12 am...betahan alrdy and went to sleep
At the end I din really rmb what I really hv to do that night. "workout"
Ahhh nvm...tml need to go settle some bank in due ytdy left 1 machine was working and there's lots of people so I decided to come back later.

Dun even know why I went to starbucks and bought their aluminium bottle, size grande.
hmm...well? might think of to save lots of budget in future on that...
Save RM 2 on each beverage and claim free drinks for this time.
The staff asked do I need the new starbucks card...
haha well it looks pretty good design but think of they always create new design. It could mean I hv to register plenty of cards??
So its a NO to me...well if the card could be switch or RENEW...its another deal then...

Chase up payment again...
Due I really hope to clear out and settle all of that by this month since its the last month of 2012.
Well and about 21/12/12?? if it really does come? What you can really do?
Its just darkness OK, its not a really big deal and cause any big disaster rather than earthquake, tsunami, tornado etc.
Human eye could comfortable in darkness as long as they are in that situation...animal is more comfort in that actually compare to human being...
And again...what you really can do about that?
Sit there and pray? Pray towards who? Will they come forward and save us? NO!~

Heard their conversation this morning "boss and colleague"
Is that really funny enough? You can't see any laugh from me...
My humor was just too hard to reach.....
Well, you know what I meant~

Get new skin for my vita~look pretty awesome~
And a bottle of starbucks with free hot chocolate~

I felt really tired.
I've list my task of right after step in office.
OMG! it is over than 20 numbers!!
It's gonna be very busy and rush week.
But I enjoy it rather than being lazy everyday~
That would contribute my spirit and energy of doing things...

saw those stupid books being arrange on the floor.
Guess that fella going to throw responsibility towards me again.
I'll do it slow~~~slowly as she thrown it to me all of it and she'll responsible to serve all other walk in customer.
Want it be done before school start? How stupid dateline it was and 100% confirm wont be finish because they are not the one who do it so they wont understand the time it takes.

Been to wls December for three days.
after meeting of Sunday, rush back home and massive rain...m asked do i need an umbrella while it was just a few step to downstairs beside my house...
I said not necessary but i saw his gentleman faces and the way he spoke was so so differently in a split when he turn around.

Rush out by teksi for movie again and get 70% wet while entering cinemas especially shoes...
interesting movie with lots of meaning but as kit says...i would prefer to watch hobbit even more than that...
Well, arrange for it again...
Having fun ma jiong and nami,at meng houses again and i actually share lifecare programmer to raven bro and he actually interested in it.
That was great..I am really appreciate when people acknowledge my sharing because what I really doing lately is sharing and helping.

After todays section, I've been told to follow with m to special group meeting.
Again, I've been there before.
M asked question again hahaha...and he actually told me about some others thing he never share with me before...hey yo?it means our relationship raise up again and i really nvr thought to see his gentle emotion face before.
he talked and share about something else i nvr heard from him before and his current goal.
He actually really have fate in me i guess?
I felt guilty and shame becoz i din work my best for him.
they wan us to share what do we learnt or our opinion of current wls.
I told them it was great and i actually love it.that is why i am still keep going and going...lastly i add on dun miss the next one...
Hahaha, guess I've coincidentally copy their quote along as a habit?

Angie somer and carl willson only could be describe in single sentences, OMG that's awesome!!!
Even the shape up and cooking presentation...
I can tell you thier performance was way better than all previous I've been...
Angie was strong,pretty and awesome.
i actually heard fadlee says that she is really fit and strong body due they notices during behind the stage.
I'm gonna told kit how unluckily she can't be there with us and enjoy it.
Ya its true we cant explain how does it looks like and feelings.
Becoz we just simply dunno how to describe it by word.
You must see and feel with your own eye and ear.

How was it?isn't that awesome?thanks for you guys coming and join with me for the next as well.
freedom was funny...c never thought we could be so funny and i notices her real laugh during our friday dinner.
That was my very first listened her loud real laugh, honestly!!...
We chat a lot funny stuff and we laugh while we having fun chit chat and even during the wls.
I believe she will tell m about how funny we are hahaha...
Great!awesome!i learnt a lot and enjoy it a lot...
let's have fun on next march wls again and get more people to join us to hv same fun and feeling.
Thanks to built back my inspirstion and fire.
The things i learnt today:
built your attitude for 30 days to become a habit rather than just have it as a habit.
I am sure i would have a sleep dream today and good nite

While I am still wondering will you wrote down your summary for this 3 day but when the time i open up blog this morning I found out you alrdy written.
glad to hear that you learnt a lot more than what I expected!

M knew my main problem...my goal...because I am thirsty & full of hunger so I didn't have a very main goal.
That's why he always mentioned "goal" in front of me...
What I want?its just too much until it couldn't be counted!!~
If there's day I could stand on stage and speak...

I would tell everyone...
"I want everything!!I want to show them everyone have their own decision of what they are doing & I am gonna proof I will not regret about that!!I love to speak & being acknowledge on stage!"

I told m & C I am phlegmatic and melancholy when they questioned last time...
But actually I'm full with choleric and 3 of it.
They knew it? isn't they~~
Except sanguine~

小弟弟回到苏邦晚上睡觉不经意发现床湿透了.
以它的个性,不可能在我们床上撒尿.
看到一堆血,把个个都吓坏了,他跟妈妈还连夜跟它清理伤口,清洗床单等等
然后妈妈一直叫爸爸带它下来我这.

原因:
1.有人看顾它
2.有人照顾它伤口
3.我带它去看兽医
4.修养伤的地方
5.不给它在这段时间到处乱跑

经兽医检验,不需要缝针
兽医说我们做得很好,平时肯定很照料它的饮食与环境的清洁.
伤口没有因环境脏,或弃它的伤口不顾而严重.
发现没有发炎,只是流了一天的透明液体,伤口自然复合.
兽医说至少三兴起,伤口才会完全合上,
开了点抗生素要跟一支药膏.

才一星期,它的看来恢复得比预料来得快.
只不过天天吵着要出门,
很聪明的它,早上八点会跳上床上看着你,叫你起床"开门我要出去"那样.
偶尔也会一直看着我,叫我开门要出去走走...
昨晚因为太吵了,小弟把它关在笼子里
你可知道它怎么样么...
它时不时看着我,
那表情....就是要我放它出来那样...

受伤期间,
个个都为会它担忧...
除了大弟弟这没良心的怪卡.
所以他才会昨天在他床上捣蛋,大小便 =.="
搞得他洗床~

刚刚带它回来,
看到那伤口,
很深,
伤口还没复合前,
还看到里面的不少肉跟深处.

真不知它如何弄伤的,
这么奇怪,又深的洞.

偶尔还发现它会发脾气,
因为没得出门...

只要不断仔细观察它,
就知道它像表达什么...

兽医说在这期间不能让它自己出去,
所以...时而不时用藤条吓吓它.
就会乖乖的,
也会自己逃进房间去

常常一旁跟它讲话,
其实,
它真的会听的叻!~

知道我们一定会买它那份食物,
每次都静静的等,看,坐在一旁,
等我们给东西它吃.
所以我跟人说,
它吃榴莲,臭豆腐,滑蛋河等平常动物不吃的食物
都很奇怪的问: 有没有哦!?竟然跟人一样吃这种食物?

它小小就被我调教到什么都吃吧?
一想起爸爸妈妈一开始只喂未熟的香肠
所以导致它肚生虫我看顾的时刻...都恐怖 -.-"

今天看到,让我拍到它这表情
不仅觉得~
它好幸福哦?
它脸上都写完出来了叻!~

原来，学院读书时期所遇到的恐惧依然存在
眼睛一被闪亮的光线照射，或完全不是我的方向，只不过是眼睛看得见。
下雨天，都会有份恐惧感。
我很怕闪电。
眼睛不想睁开，
每次闪亮，会不自禁想闭上
耳朵想塞着，
心跳加速
玩着RO2，
可是由于闪电的关系导致网络不稳定。
每一次要打mini boss 过任务的时候都卡着，
就算是一点点的卡，也导致死亡。
因为solo...超越自己lv的王，
能够差不多胜利已经很好了。
换作别的职业，应该找就卦了吧~
暂时放弃游戏，
戴上耳机，
开音乐避免听到雷声。

原因，
在TARC读书时，走过一个走廊，餐厅隔壁罢了。
突然有闪电打下来，
我眼前的那棵树，准准在我的视线。
眼前一片白，然后黑。
几分钟后才恢复视觉。
同样在身边的一些同学们也像中了定身招，站在那几分钟。
树也烧了起来。

我有三个不能容忍的玩笑。
一 ： 驾驶速度不能超过一定数目
二 ： 别拿昆虫开我玩笑，我会立刻跟你反面，不论以往感情怎么好也没得说
三 ： 闪电

今早的心情，特别的好
也许是因为昨晚再次被启发的缘由，
也因为很久没碰online game,昨晚刻意下载了RO 2 close beta...
由于电脑的DVD ROM install 不了 CD ><"
喝完差，回到家就开始了。
还不错，只不过很confuse...玩到2点，server close 了

而且昨晚又得到非常好的质询
努力寻找志愿者
因为我很想送妈妈一份，如果允许最起码是免费的
我自己也想很久了，机会来了，要尽量把握。
所以一早就打电话给几个朋友，
之后再进一步撒播出去。
明天再跟sam出去，听听他那里有没有比这个更好的质询。

最近我都一直不断在收集咨询吧？
再进一步了解更多。
下星期的WLS, 如果可以，
星期六我想去一趟了解更多，
带着她们一起去看看。

因为这不是产品推销，
是非常难得的服务计划，
由于本人不怎么坚信医院的完善服务，所以这个会更有说服力。
起码他们把服务排在第一位，
而医院则医药费被排在第一位，
因为我们不是医生。

昨晚听说了一部分消息。
全球人面临破产。
一是因为债务，二是医药费~
10%的人是完全健康
10%的人出于真正的生病
80%的人出于非健康
非健康的含义？就是表面看健康，其实并不是那样的。

我昨晚回去询问小弟弟他所知道的知识。
另一理由是想实施
1。你知道普通生病看医生要多少钱？“生命检验”
2。你知道验血要多少钱？
3。你知道进一步的检验需要多少钱？“xray,CT scan, MRM,骨骼检验 etc”
4。医生通常跟你说设么？
5。你了解你的病情多少？
6。医疗设备服务如何？检验报告的了解？
7。你有听过医院会反过来给你利息的吗？

他的回答：
1。生命检验，当我看到那名词时（给我的第一个印象是。死不死得去~）3x+ 咯
2。验血，虽然还没检验过，但是对我来说已经不便宜，1xx-300x 吧？
3。更不用说, 贵得要命！几千？几万?
4。自己都知道的啦, 而且不知道详情
5。最基本的病情。然后就是“请你到楼下领药，给钱” 你真的了解多少？
6。都是看不明白的词语，都是叫你来就来，叫你走就走。
7。真的！？不可能吧

不错啊，起码他知道这些。。。
付了一比一大对钱，但是不知道自己付什么钱
然后跟他说说我现在所知道的吧。他赞非常好！

我又多了一个名词啦，
虽然仍未是正式的
“健康管理规划师”
哇哈哈哈！

Can't said that I hate wet weather,
Actually I really love winter season.
But that would make me suffer.
Gastric always pass by,
Especially these few day.
Really feel quite terrible,

Today decided to have a cup of apple + aloe vera juice + protein before went out.
Feel a bit better becoz gastric again right after woke up ><"

And the other matter is lately really feeling broke,
Due haven't clear out my cash flow.
Want to keep chasing and tried to clear out sis balance which she lend me.
OTW to office I called KIT and chase about my payment again haha~ hopefully she really could clear her balance within today.
I left RM 50 as my pocket money.
My bro is some kind of monster where cost me lots of pocket money by "eat"
I wonder how much I've spent within these 2 month on "food"?
at least 300-400?? Oh Man!!~

So I call KIT and questioned how much budget for tml dinner...RM 50? if it does I decided not to go along.
Luckily she said they couldn't book the place becoz full booking so they might change destination.
Mby I still can go along...& received a news from her about the commission we get from holiday programmer sponsorship...
Its not that much as I expected but its alright...at least got some so I could calculate back to my frenz.
to ES bank so she tried to return back to me.
I think I've sponsor her around 3k? -.-"

Ytdy started read the book where M borrowed although I haven finish my own book.
Thinking of return back to him next week so tried to finish it off these few day if possible.
10 habit...although alrdy knew what kind of content it could be but still have to finish it off to make sure there's something I could learnt from it & not to wasted M effort of borrowing.
Its pretty rare you'll get someone lend good books to you.
So, when people want to borrow me good books, asked yourself...why not?
Quite interesting quote I learnt from there...
The one I admire the most is...

very rich people talked about ideas of lifes
rich people talked about their lifes and sometimes talked about ideas of lifes
middle people talked about things,sometimes talked about their lifes and rarely talked about ideas of life
poor poeple talked about things and people

What's that mean?I think you know?
Gossip, news = People
Entertainment, trip, news etc = Things
Business, plan, time, money,questions etc = Ideas

And lately I saw a video shared from frenz...very meaningful video
读多书不等于一定会成功，却能不断吸收知识，不读书就一定输人半拍
人可以白手起家，却不能手无寸铁

Ytdy pretty shock when I heard grandma said she want to buy a nutrilite due she faces a little problem of health lately...
She doesn't know what name of the product but mby I could figure it out...
Fiber??due she seldom get enough fiber from meal since living alone now...

I've to restock lately and see what I need as well.
Its actually RM 9x but she thought below than RM 5x.
I will still buy for her even she din pay any.

PS:
Ya know, I really feel glad to hear that shirley sis you really open & expand your mind & vision now...
keep going :)
And anything you wan to buy?

Monday terribly blue!!
Actually took mc today.
Really gastric in the morning & a little headache...
The more bad is period, feeling super not well...

Finally & really finally got platinum trophy for P4G!
At last...played 160 hour for it to hunt the trophy and around 4 circle,
Perfectionist...once again after the game only take dinner even lil bro keep mumbling around hahaha...
Next game trophy? Okami~ the last trophy also...afterward? perhaps Resident evil 6 because recently lil bro corporate the game with me (2 player) and hunt for it every nite...
Or perhaps continued my Disgaea 3 where could spent few hundred hours of hunting...
2nd bro asked a question : what still can play with that game?
Due he's the one who touch the game at the beginning, finish the story & stopped.
I said we are hunting trophy and try to complete all the game mode of story for each characters...
Seems he's not interested with hunting game data & trophy but just enjoy the story which it could mean "wasted of money if he bought all the game just like that"
If you finished off the story within few hours, what for you spent 100-200 to get the CD? why not just spent RM 50 to play in any game shop?isn't that more valuable to you?He's definitely not suitable for disgaea game where need to spend the longest game play time by hunting levels, items, trophys,characters and etc etc.

Argh, saw a few mail sent from M & C...
Seems there's some work shall be done lately...
Banner?Recent product brochures!?

Actually I am more addicted to next WLS alrdy hahaha!!!
Looking forward and learn something new~~perhaps?

PSN under maintenance today...cannot refresh my trophy data & post it on now...perhaps next day?

Had weird dream whole week...because of playing RE 6 before sleep? =.=
Today? I saw she switch the seat position of arranging paper work & look at the counter.
So brilliantly I don't open any of my document but arranging my own font folder due there's around 10k font & some of it PFM format cause me lots of trouble while installing the font into the lappie last few times.
Delete those PFM format font (which compatible to windows 7 or Vista)
Ohhh Man....that's a lot!!
Actually I could directly switch to type format and delete the only format I want...
But I click 1 by 1 n delete LOLZ!!
Din pick up the call and pretend AFP (away from phone) due annoyed cust call...

Yesterday OTW back home, I saw a stupid malay guy putting a cigarate towards 3 years old child to try the SMOKE! But the kid din try on it...
How bad he was if he as a father of that son!?
Its about a week I din touch my VITA...
Now feel kinda miss it...
Go back and stick back with it XD