今天我都在做些什麽，又是自己的東西
老闆娘偷懶到檳城去了
自由？才怪呢。。。殘障人士在，哪會自由~
故意奘有東西做的模樣，免得又被她講東講西~
她把自己給規矩約束，自然也一併約束人家。
下午午飯回來她背著工作,我幾分鈡在門外所以看不到我，
我卻發現她再看時鐘，又是在檢看比較人家的午飯時間~
話説，我完全沒有去留意她們出門時間，
公司裏除了網上播放的音樂以外，依然寧靜。
有個別部門的同事那份文件叫我簽 Quotation...
這種文件，簽也罵不簽也罵的。才不要管呢！~
萬一得付費的，以我的工資多多都付不起！
天天吃酸辣的食物，肉類~
又要吃什麽好呢！？
今天來了個貌似客人其實是基督教徒的見證人進了來問了我幾句，
1.你有想過人是怎麽誕生的嗎。
2.人死去后會怎麽樣，有希望嗎。
3.生老病死，未來。
4.相不相信有上帝。
5.上帝真的關心我們嗎。
6.怎樣才能過幸福快樂的生活。
7.戰鬥和苦難會永遠終止嗎。
我很老實跟她說我沒有任何宗教也沒想要任何的一個，我有屬於自己的信仰。
曾經研究過也因爲好奇在學校圖書館借過聖經來讀。
小時候曾經是佛教，讀過不少佛教經去過一些聚會。
我早就想過這些問題，也回答過自己。
由於不允許公共場合這樣說，
只好說雖然沒任何信仰卻自己有自己的一套想法。
習慣來了,又在自問自答。
我的答案如下:
1.人怎麽誕生嗎,目前爲止都只有無數的假設卻沒有實際證據,我又不是科學家,看是否等到未來某科學家證實到咯...
2.死了就死了,還有什麽可言, 難道可以重生嗎...至於什麽天堂地獄, 沒去過哪裏知道,管它的~
3.生老病死?見慣不慣~現代社會人往往就是"等"失去才懂得珍惜與後悔...社會培育了 "等下"
這坏習慣...至於未來,使自己掌握的,你坐着等錢掉下來給你嗎...
4.跟以前的答案一樣.信自己多過信不實際的等待
5.史上這麽多億人, 它還不就是世上最忙的工作狂了!?
6.清楚知道自己要的是什麽, 能讓你開心的定義.
7.人就本身就有貪念之心, 無論在哪裏都有無數的戰爭(心理,鬥爭,戰鬥等等)
苦難嗎,還是得靠自己想辦法,難道“等”他幫你解決嗎...
她又是一個說難得我不像其他人完全抗拒，能夠平靜繼續話題聊天，樂觀的人。
只不過現在在公司，碰巧到我完全不想説話的地方。
我的信仰？開心努力生活每一天~
不要老是跟著人家屁股走，想做什麽就什麽！
看到了剛寄回來,又是昨天三八的假文憑,
又要改!?立刻咒駡了幾句...
他媽的你以爲我很得空那麽神啊, 幾塊錢的東西改這麽久!!
昨晚跟Elena去晚餐！又能 “痴餐”（translate to cantonese)
走前我又到附近買炸雞（kepong baru mamak 大樹下那裏）
又再繼續買麵包~
其實說要甚錢，
可是卻沒想那麽多~
要吃就吃！難道等到有能力卻無法吃的時候才來吃嗎。
我跟她也同意：我們不看“好不好吃”，只看“能不能吃”，
吃的是一種幸福，
閑吃就什麽都別吃，餓死算了。
傍晚繼續去夜市，繼續吃！
夜市，依然多人。
突然下起雨来，
淋着10分钟的雨走回去。
全身8成湿透了！
还拿着8KG重的东西。
更糟的事，我已经饿到脚软，手抖的情况了。
两小时前才吃了午餐，这么快就饿到这样了。
我就像饿鬼那样只顾着先急着吃，其他什么都不理。
小时候常常处于这种饥饿状态，搞得胃痛的毛病严重。
所以我讨厌哪种挑食的人，
明明就有得吃，还一大堆选择！
还嫌弃~不吃给我吃！多多都杀！
open email.
saw few mail included the one make me fed-up
becoz they din provide each example for me to change the info so i use the old file they have
alrdy told them i can't do such work in office especially in front of boss
they din send me last nite but this morning and due i still have C things to follow up during morning.
they said need it urgently but end up 4 pm also can't finish.
send 3-4 mail with at least 2 draft but still said something wrong and keep making changes.
end up dun bother alrdy, since they said urgent they should think of ready by themselves with their own time.
An old man came in and ask me to do charity.
old man...unfortunately you asked the wrong person,
you should ask colleague who loved to do charity all the time
and i am the only one who wont do any charity here
Okami going to achieve platinum soon,
left the very last trophy to hunt, pretty fast.
tonite got M work need to be done.
I feel very easy annoyed lately,
especially in office.
Last Sat sleep late (9.30 am) woke up with body alarm once again...
jump up and quickly ready to go out...thinking wan to bring along vita or not but at the end din do so...
reached office, holy shiit no electric supply~ neighbor saids they alrdy called upon TNB to fix it...
10.00-10.35 am sit at outside like a stupid and think it could be fix soon...
the other reason is because office too damm hot & dark! One round walk inside to fill water alrdy sweating & hot due only 1 big window & door at the front and none at the back...
10.35 am~ feel very annoying & somehow I felt hungry...so end up decided to have breakfast at the corner kopitiam & since it was at the same row, I'll know if the electrical supply back to work.
11 am - 11.15 am finished breakfast ( still electric city )
11.15 am- 1.00 pm chit chat with mee uncle & aunties while still awaiting... heard that its been out of electric since 7.30 am morning~
1.30 pm (bought soya drinks again and continue sitting - mee uncle & aunties finished clean up and they ask me to join & eat durian) directly go with them & no bother about the electric city anymore...
Regret to brought out the vita! better go back home earlier and hv fun with okami rather than wasting time waiting...
There's 1 colleague directly went back home after 10.30 am, while other 2 colleague stupidly stay in the dark & hot office from morning until 3 pm...
And at the same time boss didn't inform people that can go home directly and dun hv to wait...& I saw boss came by for awhile & drove out again...
*Its not a bad example to let employees keep await by doing nothing but still not informing them to go back home earlier...
*You could seen their responsibly(colleague)towards the company but also very stupid by staying in the uncomfortable zone & suffer themselves up...
Pretty interesting speech by speaker from china for the very 1st time.
Although his pronunciation isn't that good but pretty impressive he can speak kinda smoothly.
His explanation in drawing was the most attractive.
By showing the boxes with bee and flies.
And then turn up drawing human body at the bottom by show the boxes is the mind/brain of different 2 type of person & mindset.
Ugghh, heard about product brochures with none idea given...
Bad~~ & I din do the work after gathering on sat nite...
Sun still enjoying okami until around 8 pm -.-"
By then only I started some workout...
But still din comes up with any good idea due I think lack of images, too many pages and no complete info given...
Simply put the images up to the layout given by M and save out...>,<
Worst draft I ever done before...
BRAIN STUCKED WITH RUBBISH & TERRIBLY NEED TO FLUSH ><"
Insanely think of having kari soup mee this morning at 9.35 am...
Harshly walked to kopitiam and finished in 5 minit!!
Can people really finished a cup of drinks and hot soup mee in 5 minit!? -.-"
一直出钱却仍未收到钱的关系,
搞得我完全失去要继续自己的freelance工作, 都hold着了
加上这星期的一单哀询, 填油了~
昨天还可以请了假, 后半天懒在家里(一半是借个理由偷懒吧)
反正工钱少, 给你们扣咯~才不希罕
公司那边的理由是太过空闲, 况且失去了"心"要做
每每上班早晨电话闹钟之后都赖床到9.30左右,
很神奇的尽然是熟睡的那种, 还好身体闹钟会唤醒我~
然而到每每放假天都很早起床, 还龙马精神~
还好M那边的工作不会像自己的freelance拖拖拉拉那么长,
虽然最近多多少少都影响到那边
由于前几天晚上都没机会在家里做, 今天得完成几份~
今早一进来公司就看到字条,
说我记错了记录~
说真的,
连我自己都没发觉自己原来写错了纪录,
应该是A0图, 却写到平常的A1图
RM 1.30 跟 RM 2.60 的差距
那天吗? 我想想~ 应该是同事请假了,下午自己一人在办公室接客
搞得我都不记得什么了, 连记录都写错
最大问题是 "那不是我的钱" 所以我完全没怎么放在心上
一整天打瞌睡~
还一直一边想东西,转身就忘记~
外如一般的我~
心里像行尸走肉
完全出于颓废状态
明天又出门咯!
还在想要不要继续请假 (又偷懒!?)
也许没吧?~
问姐的计划如何再做订段~
看来我需要一段悠长的假期跟娱乐!~
因为毕竟疲惫了一段长时间,
从新启动引擎!
昨天的天气真的令人不舒服。
下午看见了四弟的信息,
说妹妹走了,叫我帮他面子书发通稿,
然后我自己再联络没怎么浏览面子书的好友。
四弟的信息断断续续,带有悲伤的表达,还有许多平时不怎么加入的句号,简语。
能够察觉到他当时的心情。
也顺个边跟kit说了,她竟然会主动说要跟我一起去,因为她算是不相干的人可是还得说声谢谢。
通知了些朋友,他们都蠻惊讶的回答尤其是daniel...然后我询问了他们的时间,安排去拜访。
跟Kit晚餐时她还依然提起说今天的天气很怪,有不详的预感然后就听到这消息。
虽然前些日子帮忙弄遗照已经有最坏打算,可是这也太突然了。
心仪这人啊,虽然不像跟她哥那样称兄道弟,只聊过几次。可爱活泼好动,家庭好,绝对是个好女孩。真可惜活不到20,没福分。
Kit也像一般人一直说 *choiii,别说不吉利的话* 但事实如此,难道说好话能解除病魔吗?
至于*他会想不开的吗*这问题?
我答复她**我这老兄没问题,他很坚强,不需要我们太操心。虽没见他流过泪,但并不脆弱,自从妹妹有事后,他变得更成熟了。
我不说虚言,只有真言,所以别怪我直言。因为我希望人面对现实,而不是伪造虚实。
今天通知兄弟们,然后帮他买他拜托的东西,
去拜访。
Morning sleep late again even alarms rang.
Monday blue!
Still be able to reached before 10 am to open the stupid door.
although the weather is good but my mood spoiled by 废人 again. Damm you asshole!
"这么迟，xxx 走掉了"
~ If xxx can't wait for 5 min ppl open up the fxxxing door then xxx should request to kept for the door key..I can tell you, you may not enter the door sometime due xxx always take leave n even late than me you stupid jerks!
~ I open up before 10 am...you dun hv rights to said "late"...i know you got cars, try walk from you house everyday la pals..lets gamble and see how it feels!
~ If she doesn't come back its her own matter not coming to work...why should I care due she din care about her attendances.
Some client spoke "how are you"
I believe you may see through my face!
Dinner tonight...
Last warning/announcement need to be made for "bali trip" group...
Weather is good
Face is black
Mood is bad
Internet down again two days ago (thursday awal muharam holiday)
Why you down on that day T_T!! which causing M artwork submit been delay...
Meanwhile its the next day I get Black ops 2~ =.="
But luckily they improve their service in 24 hours so its back to online the next day...
And during the complaint & conversation on air...
My malay really...sucks alrdy hahaha!!
My language generator switched to english while thinking how to talk to "malays staff"
Err..Yee...So most of the time I stopped and dun even know how to continue in malay...
Tried to speak in malay as I can....mix with english (mostly in english)
Wish to go somewhere this weekend due spend too many time on hunting P4G trophy...
But dun even know where to go and no accompany...
So might continue P4G again...
Overate spend this week due need to treat lil bro meal along all the time...so I need to pay double pax all the time...try to cut it down to avoid interruption on cashflow...
Good to have another day to enjoy ma jiong after my suggestion with brothers again since its been a long time...
We asked each other what are we doing during holiday!! haha!! all sit at home and cultivate mushroom!
Although I win most of the time but tried to make it fair so at the end we actually no winner and loser haha!
And most importantly we have fun and happy conversation during game again as usual...
Due raven bro sister matter so we actually tried not to tired him up by hanging out and help him to save time & budget to stay with his sister...
I can see through raven face after kira bro asked him about his sister health situation...
sad, hope, tiredness and all kind mixture...
That night...raven spoke a sentences he get to understand deeply lately...
"People choose their previous moment, relationship or friendship...they gain and loss, we can see through by heart"
his 細心 and 感性/理性 by this age upgraded...
There's some stuff has to be done lately but I lose intention of doing...
Perhaps I should finish off the P4G 1st only I could concentrate of doing my stuff hahaha~
So all my hardworking basically " P4G"!!!~
tml should be the same and stick with vita whole day..otherwise okami?COD black op 2?
Monday dinner cancel - a bit sad but good timing due many people ain't free (reason of sadness because I need to spend on dinner again)
Last week lil bro cook rice and requested me to buy dishes.
He complain me that 2nd bro used pretty rude way to talk : you cook rice but no dishes how to eat!!?(I am still on the way home during that moment)
And yesterday, lil bro suggest to fried rice for lunch...ok I am ok with that (actually i am thinking to order MCD before 11 am though)
I'm the one who prepared all the ingredient and ask lil bro to cook rice and so forth.
lil bro ask 2nd bro do we hv to cook his share too...
I heard their conversation he didn't gave any proper answer and its in a rude way again.
lil bro gets angry immediately afterward and I cool him down...
Afterward he went out without noticing people (we anggap tak nampak also)
After he came back, he saw the fried rice on the table, he ask what is the ingredient due he saw something weird...
I added lotus odd, egg, garlic, onion etc due there's no meat and any other green vege...
He said it wont taste good by adding lotus odd...Immediately I scold him back: is there any rules of cooking?can you judge it by not following the proper recipe?!
Hey you $#@#!^#%!!
You didn't work on any progress of cooking!
You didn't tell people do you wan to eat but reply in very rude ways back!
You didn't thank people who cook but COMPLAIN/still JUDGING this and that still none apologize!
You didn't appreciate people's effort & think of you and you still act/talk so rudely to us!?
STOP JUDGING...you're acting like a 3 years old child and look at your age now...20?who believe!?
That is why we "hate" him so much and nvr wan to share/ talk to him!
I nvr buy his dinner also alrdy due
1. he didn't pay back
2. nvr say thank you or sorry
3. he got car, why still ask people who din drive to go out n buy!?
4. he din automatically help
5. against to you rudely / complain
He's the one who never learn to talk/act nicely and appreciates people goods.
No more cooking for him also!
Ate yourself or just DIE starving on the street...None of my business!
and yeah, that's my brother...
Praise him in front of my frenz/relatives and telling them how good he was? NO!
Who Cares, I will honestly WRECK him DOWN by telling you how bad he was!!
Because he din really done any GOOD thing in my lifetime story!!
Think
is really really important
but he never think even further
speechless and brainless
早上起床（超懒惰）由于这星期的公共假期
喝了半杯的茶放在桌上，就出门了（事实是忘了喝完！上班半路才想起~哈哈）
在公司（又是那么得空闲，又是做属于我的东西）
看见M的 email （哦！更改别人的卡片资料，结果由于他们的设计template太过复杂，搞了很久才发现我眼前老伯电脑saving速度太慢了！决定用别的方法！然而又忘了save...结果从新做过~[隐约记得步骤与font]半小时内快快完成~）
那三八还是没自动serve客人,刻意要"别人"接~很自然且无意又咒骂了一顿“连脚都残废了”
他们可真没听过我说半句粗语（多数骂在心里头，还是不讲的好~）
明天又得做什么呢？星期三刚巧还得上班（假期太不规律了）
前天，很惊讶四弟(raven)竟然facebook msg 我（由于最近他都不碰fb)
还没看到他留言，先按了按他给的link...尽然是他妹妹的照片!
我心里就显出 “惨了！？是不是！？难道？？是遗照所用！？”
我犹豫了将近5-10分钟，还是决定实话实问（用很小心的词言）：这。。。遗照？
他没考虑就回答了： 对，你能不能帮我弄成像死人遗照那样？棺材前的那种~
我：嗯，没问题，弄好了给你看，几时要呢？
他：尽可能吧，因为不知她何时就走。
我：ok （一不说二不坐立刻弄给他）
中途询问他找了别的照片（由于本人觉得有很多张都不合适）
结果凭感觉挑了一张（把本人cut出来再加单色背景[问了问四弟的颜色要求]）
今早又收到了他的留言：帮忙 zoom
放工回去，出门前先帮他完成~
因为，这比其他事情都来得无比重要~
虽然跟他妹妹相处的时间不长，可因咱是兄弟，感情自然与普通朋友不太一样。
那份伤感，却对不输于其他人~
更何况她非常地年轻，仍未到真正享受生活的年龄。
作出心理准备
与预备送白金
确实说得没错
珍惜身边的人
祈祷与祝福
珊
今天星期六（如果没工作就好了）
如果不是一位客人的来电，我像今天去不成公司了哈哈哈。
因为睡到不知道铃声是否响过~
就如上回所说的，太闲了！
果然，今天又是在做自己的设计工作。
昨晚帮了帮C弄她公司的Flag，
平时很注重语言表达的我完全无视了（由于不确定她能否明白年轻人的网络语言）
过后才发现有不少字打错但是都不成问题，在短短的一小时内完成（还重新trace过一个logo)
本想继续而外的工作。可是，懒虫再次附身！有心无力~
果然就这样停止了，打P4G去了。
因为工作表时间的安排对我来说不是问题了。
昨天可以去做了眼睛测试检查，
一年多没检查了，更何况很好奇自从服式了placenta后的好处到达哪里。
店员说没增加 （O_O）~~很好！
看来不是没增加，而是近期间减少了~
想象一下我天天至少14小时都对着电脑，电玩。那有不可能增加度数的！
以往年年都增加50度，闪光会偏高~
很高兴这一年尽然没差~（由于近期对电子反射过量）
Kit进来就说吃了placenta几天而已这里痛那里痛~（体质状况差与毒素偏高）
现在慢慢地把她体内的毛病都全打出来，再修复。
她很羡慕我什么状况都没有很健康！哈哈哈哈！
一位朋友的product brochure都仍未完成，Kit昨天又偷偷扔了份给我。
由于她无意宣扬了我帮她设计的A4 size flyer很多人都觉得很不错。
其实我自己当时完全没构思，胡乱加加剪剪贴贴弄出来的（因为她也赶时间，半小时替她完成）有人还跟她说是否用了几天时间做。
自己依然还觉得那张美中不足呢（是自己要求太高吗？？）
今天又为客人进来说设计的更改，从我替他设计的现代化风格变回老人家风格。
对我来说很新鲜，新潮流的独特风格，看来这位客人不合适吧。
近期来该完成它们，倘若M那里扔炸弹过来就完蛋了（意思是肯定得连续熬夜）
避免情况的发生，尽可能快完成~
看似容易，
其实又不容易；
看似困难，
其实一点都不难。
明天，要出门吗？还不知道呢~
今天干什么啊~~
回家附mask + 吃饱睡觉 + 读书 + vita!!~
突然很想吃点心！！~谁要陪我去吃啊?
最近就只有一个字可言：“懒”
基本是因为在公司失去了最重要的忠与诚，
所以做什么都完全不上心（除了属于自己的事情以外）
更不帮忙任何事情，准时进出门。
再加上最近都在公司[坐]多过[做]
又不能完全做属于自己的东西（基本时间都在做自己的东西）
简直是闷死了，也一直打瞌睡~
偶然没人的时候还开了开vita来玩 LOL!!
这两天都一直在猎P4G的其中一个trophy [250不同的广播-最难的一个]
还印刷了两份稿，出现那广播就做记号 [因为偶然不一样，无法用普通方法记载]
就一直翻来翻去记录下来~纸都被折成草一样哈哈
昨晚还玩到3点才肯睡觉[因为完美主义者的坏习惯-必须完成那关卡才肯停]
今早还想如果生病就能请假了！[想偷懒了]
昨晚跟小弟去夜市，笨蛋的他没有带雨扇，我俩在中途淋了不少雨。
虽然花了不少钱，但他还是很识趣的自动帮我拿东西，回到家帮我做这个那个的，晚上宵夜会去买，偶尔晚餐还想煮饭给我吃，平时吩咐他做点事情都不会推迟。
完全跟大弟弟的行为性格是天渊之别！
星期一Kit来到我家等的时候她很奇怪听到小弟弟直称我名而不是姐弟。
然而我回应：这还好，那个大弟弟连叫你名字都不太可能，除非有求于你的时候。
又来打瞌睡了，
星期日姐提议是否要去sunway逛逛[还在考虑当中，因为实在太懒惰了哈哈哈]
我还突然想起姐说找个星期日pasarmalam 吃个够[当天也能实行，但愿没下雨]
说山穷水尽，还不是在想着花费的计划？哈哈哈~
适合而止，尽可能不乱花费~
得提醒朋友准备文件，警告不能再容许因为种种理由拖延。
因为我不耐烦了，毕竟必须公私分明，Dateline就是Dateline。
试问预约约定哪里可以这样不断延迟！？如果是别人，早就被人鸟然后失去计划了！
在这世界上，还有什么是不需要花费的呢？
昨天认识了新朋友，
只是短短的一小时，她说我人很正面，很直爽。
因为我直接说我不需要听保险了，聊些别的做朋友。
不是我不喜欢保险，只是没需要更何况我也是个中间人。
她这种非常有经验的一下下就明白了，因为她是个manager了。
挺漂亮~皮肤也很好！结了婚有孩子了哦。。。
当我告知年龄时她说大我足足10岁。
她也说我很有自己的个性，说的东西/方式都远远超乎现今年龄。年龄24，思想却到达了30+
最让她好奇的是我不偏向女性，也不完全像男性。
她问这样的性格是否会有很多人或客人不怎么喜欢跟我做朋友/生意？
然后我问她，你觉得呢？跟我聊了这么久，觉得怎么样？
** 你说话有一定的道理且深度，没什么戒心，也没企图却很细心观察。
** 虽然这是头一次认识你却很喜欢跟你聊天，因为不需要避免什么话题，敢于分享。
** 表面看上去没怎么样，其实你很有自己的想法，已经知道未来的路该怎么走。
** 你有志，只是缺了事成还有本。很独立，老实，做事情有自己的一套与办法。
** 是个大姐大，跟30-40的人沟通不成问题。
** 想法特殊，难以抓摸。
我也观察到她挺会观察人的，所以她探讨到我这种思维的人，很难追~
** 要求高，思维快，是很难找到另一半的喔？你不担心吗？
** 我很好奇平常你怎么跟人聊天的？（不知道怎么跟她解释，只能说好像朋友所说的：通常我都是在听而已，可是一讲话就往往全场stun掉）
然后她还一口确定我还是单身哈哈哈！
原来大家都是狮子叻！
她说其实那天她在pb bank遇见我正在等人想跟我谈保险的时候，就觉得我特殊？
因为她很少遇到像我这样的人，她还跟同事在电话解释无意间遇到我这样的人：
直接说 “对保险没兴趣，不需要跟我讲保险。但做个朋友喝杯茶。然后给一张卡片叫她打给我吧~（由于那天朋友已经到达，所以不能继续）
** 我开始觉得跟你讲话有点可怕，因为抓摸不到哈哈哈！（有没有那么恐怖噢！？）
她又是一个说我“神”，走这么远上下班！
做这么多东西，没太多酬报却很享受过程然后不断学习！
问我为什么能这样？
我也不知道，就是不能死死做一样东西，会很快厌倦。
然后就是好奇+学习+探讨新事物的心态很重吧？~
当然我也高兴认识多一个朋友了啦~
今天不知哪里来的怒气。
想找沙包！
想起姐昨天问：
我如何释放自己的闷气？
其实一直以来都没有方法，有的就只是公平解决问题吧，所谓解铃还须系铃人~
（但是往往现实中不可能发生要不然我就不会储蓄到这么多的怒气了）
有很多很多的怨气，闷气，怒气一直都在心里的深处。
我就像一座活火山，随时爆发，炮发的熔岩一瞬间烧死人。
其实今天的training...我不怎么想去~因为有个statement要做，虽然我能在半小时内完成。
不知道发什么神经，有股冲动想买部新电脑~
Sunday- morning badminton...period but still play like nth happen though LOL!
evening movie...pretty funny due the sound of 007 suddenly shows up in perfect timing...
and there's a uncle fall asleep and sleeping sounds -.-"
night dinner...steamboat! actually I want to recommended other places but due it's more expensive and they are more likely pick able food person so I decided to keep it silent and follow their decision.
Started took placenta for a week...
hmm,very weird nth happen due basically people who sick would shows up some special effective...
where only 1 week, they alrdy see some whitening & soft skin changes on my skin where mean I am very HEALTHY for now! because normally people needed a month to get recover from inside until their skin.
So after dinner ytdy, my team start analysis me included KIT due she wan to know the benefits of the placenta.
She mentioned a question ytdy, wont it be crash with the supplement?
I said I took BOTH everyday...
It could be even better..
Why I have to stop my supplement?no right?
humans still need lots vitamins to survive & I was just added extra placenta to recover my stem cell.
I didn't do any body checkup so I dun know is there any problem inside me...
But to prevent that to happen & the same time to recover my dead stem cell where I cannot see.
I took placenta too!! & I took vitamins daily too!
Ytdy not much people...but good because we can concentrate and treat it as a training.
KIT joined!! and I suggest her to try it due doctors said they couldn't help her body problem.
荷尔蒙失调...where given her many other problem, visit many doctor and medicine but still...
I know her personalities...she can't accept people treat her free eg "gift something she's not afford to pay back in return"
I know she actually wan to buy but not afford to~
So i said why not just give it a try since this placenta recover hormone too!
Dun think about the payment because you can pay jeff anytime when you afford to...
hmm about some special case after I took the placenta for a week?
* no sudden headache yet
* no sudden 胃痛 yet
* period pain deducted
* skin whitening & smooth
* more energetic
* need to sleep when 11.30 pm - 12 am (can't stay late due eye keep wan to close)
* woke up even early
* sometimes will feel a bit hot from deep body which mean blood is doing their work?
The rest is still unknown...
might going to do eye check up see whether decrease due some sight of people improved!
Why I took it?
1. For my health
2. To understand for
3. Curiosity about the benefits of placenta can provide us.
4. Blessed to have people who afford to let me try it by my own and didn't request me for money.
Our team installed "wechat" and guess what...ytdy my phone keep vibrate!!because they keep voice talk there...non-stop, and they ask why I so silent there & voice so low...because I am working, people would think I am crazy if talked to myself suddenly -__-"
Anyway,there's new statement job ongoing tonite!!~
At least M stuff been settle last nite where cause me stay up until 2 am~~
Urrghhh! hopefully not for tonite again >-<"
Very frequent that you seen employees not willing to go work because of their own reason.
So most of them you can see from their face, perhaps some didn't because they're good to hide their true feeling...
But I'm not the one who may hide everything inside due I'm a LEO.
So apparently once I step in office or people mentioned about them/office matter,
Automatically all these feeling pops out once I step in office...
1. emotion = off
2. silent mode = on
3. angry mode = on
4. rude word = on
5. ability/talent = off
6. sight & vigilance = sharpen
Recently,
1.She din even switch on the pc of my seat (due boss wont get in so early)
2.She din move to pick up the call especially when boss isn't around
3.Din even bother walk in customer if boss isn't around
4.Black face to my regular customer
5.Track people's record such as email so basically I delete all belongs my hand.
etcs
I've upgraded her level to "People with disabilities aka 残障人士"
If its from deep of my heart I've alrdy organized it "useless aka 废人"
Very funny that rmb the pc I mentioned that she called frenz to help on with PHONE?
At the end still can't be fix...I was super duper happy due my advice/conclusion was right!
Only 1 solution I've advice to the person who in charge with that pc before "残障人士" hand = FORMAT!
And since "残障人士" doesn't believe in whatever I said or done alrdy,so she use her own "way"
My brain all with FOOD,
like yesterday halloween party...
Their food is good due they prepared themselves and was't outside food where I doesn't like very much
So after I tried the mi hun~good!fried rice~good too! n then move on to satay!! even more delicious...
Ate around 20 satay LOL! even Freedom also keep go n grab haha...
Why you should care, its free~beer,wine, yogurt, orange juice
Wan to call jeff to pick up his book but he didn't call back after 12.25 am where I just get back home..
Din even bother so get to sleep alrdy ><"
Need for speed most wanted for ps3/vita
There's earlier version from ps2...and top 5 racing game.
I bought vita ver due I didn't really got much time to spend on TV.
Awesome! graphic, interface, system, game mode, map.
everything become even reality and motion control/animation.
Need to spend some time to analysis it due it is all whole new.
And there's many awesome good car where looks good! so far the car I've unlock where look super awesome is..White Lamborghini but forgotten which type of it XD
Thanks to M, question yourself or people has become one of my daily habit now...
And you see...
This morning I think about a weird question and i din even know why and how...
**Why "must" people do charity?
