Time is precious, Strive for your future!

Blur

Finally finish stuff and jump to bed 3 am...
forgotten to switch on the power, lucky phone enough battery for standby mode.
Didnt alert its alrdy 9.30 while i am still looks like baru wake up.
Almost forgot to bring along the billbook.
Almost forget to switch off the wifi router.
I tot I've ready the acelora cherry in refri...
but actually I've drank last nite.
While listening to the core, i heard a hons at aside while on the way to office...
Eh...my boss wo... hooray, she fetch to office lol.
What i need to ready for today? I rmb n forget again in a slip.
Oh my...
todays is my super blurrrrr day!!!

I walked back home...
I went into fai wong shop to look after is my P4 arrive...but too bad still nop
Then i walked out, I was thinking what to dinner...
And hey!!! i saw pasarmalam...
What the hell I will forget today's pasarmalam!?

My fren came to find me lunch...
I talked lots with him and he rmb n requested me to do his name card,
He also share some of his opinion, experiences and also future planning of him.
At the same time i told him can also do what I am doing if he willing to just "talked to people if they want"

And then there's a new walk in client I talked a lot with her...
I didn't asked about her ages but she's a tuition teacher...but seems to be 26+
She asked about my age and then says that I was still very young!?
Young!? really? I always thought time isn't enough...
I also told her some of the things I was doing and she can call me if she found any of fren who wanted to buy and she gets commission haha~
Well, I told her it was just hv to mentioned & talked to people to let them know you are also doing this.
So that they will find you when they needed.

Ya know,
both of them says I'm pretty crazy of doing so many stuff along
But,
In their eyes, I saw their respect.

I dun talked?
Nahh...that's not really true...
but ya if I'm under some emotion or getting not enough sleep.
I could be super talkative with open minded person I can cross along very easily.
I didn't talked to you very much?
Perhaps you didn't share somethings that get my attention & I analysis you are not open minded enough.
Or I'm in a pressure condition just like them.

This fren, who I lunch with today,crush on me during secondary,
when we heading back home last day of school during form 2...
I rmb the moment he tells me that " I like you..."
but he din continue the rest but ran away home because his house was super nearby school -.-"
I dun know what is he thinking now but I can still feeling that he was still act very shy~

Why I say so?
Last night I saw him sitting the next table unconsciously while I was meeting.
The reaction he saw me...
Immediately he hide himself / face to a gals who could block my vision.
I would like to asked, why are you doing this?
Is it going to worked since I alrdy found out you were there!?
I talked to him before I head back,
But guess what...
he automatically call me out for lunch today...
And I offer to asked to meet up again next monday too.

But I was still think that he is weird -.-"

累

累，
说不出的那种疲累。
从收到他的信息开始就觉得紧张。

因为
如果你让我自己讲，
不看着我说，我还说得出。
但是你俩看着我讲话，
我感觉到一股无比沉重的压力。

因为他们不懂英语，我无法直接抄对白。
因为年代思维不同，呈现方式也不同。
因为你们很专业，给我很大的压力。
因为你们在，我脑袋有如白纸。

我想提议，
可以给我自己尝试吗？
不要看着我打电话讲话。
因为很压力啊~
"这里讲当然没什么，可是他们一在我又不记得了，也不知道自己在想什么”

虽然知道你们会说这是个开始，
要知道我会不会讲错话，
但是如果你们在我更加无法好好表达。
两位老师，你们知道我的难处吗？ -.-"
也许姐你有机会应该跟他们提提我这问题。。。

他们一走开/已开视线，我就能跟电话或碰到面的朋友讲个不停。
为什么我能影响人，因为我自己会用自己的方式呈现。
前提是任何情况下都不能让我有压力 -.-"

这两天还要当他们的面这样做吗？
可以尝试克服它，可是不能担保不会继续有一个无形的压力感。

更何况这两天必须做一个statement，
我现在感觉到更加的累。

Another decision

Today lunch n dinner get treat...
Get 2 free moon cake again some more!
Well, GREAT! thx jeff ~
Jeff n Zoe lunch treat...I din know Zoe is coming anyway.
But she is still very pretty & active~
Jeff said she's good with management? Ohhh really!? I see now...
She doesn't know I actually knew eve, hill, kira, anna, zhi hao & some leaders of riway hahaha~
Actually I din know Zoe that much since we only met a few times but never talked like this way.
There will be more hang out i guess in future, hehe~
But we had a great talk ^^v
Sharing own opinion, business & etcs.
I said I got mind to open business but hey JEFF just said to me one thing:
: Show me your proposal & I'll sponsor + support you...
"WHAT!? seriously!? it would be cool to have your sponsor but I didn't know anything about opening a business~guess I need to still keep on learning 1st"
It is a pleasure & luck to meet you in life too because we had same goal in life, same thought & we are actually planning to achieve it ^^

Meanwhile, I was decided to sponsor another frenz of mine just like investment...
& I'll get paid every two or three month~ YahHooo!!!
Since she alrdy refund the partnership money to ex-partner,
I understand that she's hard to prepare another payment for me right now ><"
Its no use to keep tracking on the payment also so I told her that I got this plan,
You dun hv to pay me back shortly but treat as investment on you & I get paid too as another passive income~
I help you, you also be able to help me back there~profitable & Win -Win!
such a great deal & solution!
Even if she settled payment for me, I dun even know where to spend the money but bank in nor refund to person I am still owning a kinda big amount hahaha~
But I requested her to ready the agreement ASAP so that its not going to delay her stock preparation~
Trust? Actually she trusted me more than I trusted in her...
So that's not a really big deal to me anymore.
& at the same time I asked her to ready the balance together with the WLS ticket payment is more priority.
She could ready by next month after salary's out ~ it wasn't a huge amount anymore...
I saw her face relief after I told her I've decided to MOVE the payment for another usage hahaha!
Financial Education, is really important of changing your mindset...
Thanks to this book I get the idea in a split second thought.

List for tml ~ not ready yet din really wan to write again...
aiyoooo!vwatever...simply divided it, that's it la no bother
Tml's after work gonna be another tension moment, just get over it ba -.-"

残酷

由于突然的饥饿,
途中没力气思考结果依旧被他说中要害。
我最想要的是什么?其实我不知道。
但是他说了不管这是不是你的目的,
但是你的环境促使你必须追求这个为理由。
他说着说着,
心如被割开一样被他完全看透顶,
也被讲中弱点,
完全无法反抗。
弱点的其一缘由是因为儿时父母找多多理由,
不听不沟通导致的,
现在弟弟也是那个德行。
其二是儿时性格跟其他同学不太一样,
好胜, active, 积极想得到奖励,所以去参加一大堆运动比赛。
到了中学,却无意选着了放弃与和平。

**is their english really that bad?**
: yes!! Bcoz they,are not willing to improve themselves!!
我就知道他设立的目标是什么,
没猜错是这个。
虽然想过在名单里的人完全没人愿意,
很难但是依然得尝试,
但是好过我的小小目标等同于零。
他看到我眼里的那团火,
只是不用于接纳,与向前冲。

昨晚跟老朋友聊了一下下,
一段时期没跟他联络了,
他也完全没人生目标。
也没为未来铺路,
更没想过后路。
只考虑着打工与家业。
电话基本没用处??
跟朋友们没联络??

我们这年代的人是这么了?
过着太平稳的生活,
导致失去了思想与积极心态。
换了恐慌失措,
大家的心,生病了也能当没件事。

他们就算不伸手,也自然而然得到赠送
我伸手要什么 : 基本 = 自己想办法
自己要什么 : 试问这现实世界最重要的是什么?我已经知道了

残酷
对,我就是用这两个字来形容。
所以,
请别说你明白我。
你没试过儿时挨饿,
无法伸手,
没人发觉,
无助的滋味是怎么样的。
现在的小孩?你把食物放到面前都不吃!
还有,挑食!?
一直都想说了的。。。
我很喜欢虾么?那你就错了!!
看到你们一个两个不是因为敏感或过敏,就因为不喜欢这三个字。
我也得帮忙你们这些混蛋吃,
因为不想浪费食物。
没得选的时候看你还能选什么来吃!

朋友说我很搏命做事,
只是你们太幸福,
每天吃喝戏哈家里的,
没什么需要烦恼。

每次都有人说为什么不出车,
我都没怎么反驳
因为
那是很大的负担。
我不要这么沉重的负担,
我可不希望到时连吃都得考虑一番,
一旦失业或重病,
一时的风光,
很快一无所有。

一直的努力是给自己的一个鼓励。
给自己多一个后路。
写着这篇文章,
回想起那种滋味。
眼湿湿。

决定了,
在他放弃我前,
前进而不是后退也无法再原地踏步。
我要在里面寻找出有价值,
值得保持连线的新朋友,
也能探讨最近他们都在干什么行业,
有没有合作的空间,
他们的思维等等。

我是Melancholy吗?在某立场是,
但我心里那团火,
一直都是好胜的狮子 Chroleric.

WLS sept

well...
What I learn from current WLS?
There must be something but i dun know how to describe it.
He questioned again how I think about marcus?
Marcus? hmm, actually i din really talked to him before so I can't really comment anything about him anyway.
The only thing I could says is..young (same ages as me) , a sanguine & choleric, he loved to talked a lot.
I was in pretty blur condition due around 2-3 am get on bed these few day.

Same as last night meeting with Jeff (a Riway diamond 3 star leader)
He knew something wrong with me in the office and he actually look forward to corporate with me.
He want to leave his group and built his own with brand new theme due some matters happened around 2 groups of RIWAY leaders.
Well you see, Will some one be able to told me about that if I am not trustworthy?
Nobodies really would volunteer to tell what happen in their group.
Selfish, advantages, teamwork, break up etc.
He know I could understand because he know what I am doing since I told him last night haha.
He actually asked how do you think about the things you are doing?
Hmm, I explained to him and its acceptable!
Well, glad you have the same thought as we does...we have our own reason behind why doing this.
And I am also become good of questioning people...
I din ask any useless question but just this > "what I need to do?"
Then he shared his concept and actually asked me corporate him to take control of all the advertising part & sometimes introduce people who would like to do this.
WOW!?that's it?
You see, there's a bond of trust between us & he totally knew WHAT person I am, my current financial situation, my vision, my future, my thought & mindset, even my talent I guess?
He wanted to design a group logo to move on.
He had good and big vision too, he is one of the good example I can learn from too.
And never thought for more he gift me the ORGANO coffee for free.
I mean?seriously? It was costly though I tot I am gonna pay some too?
He says naahhh its ok, just take it~ additional gift from kuantan!? haha

Well, its a traditional manners of asking & saying thanks rather than just accepting it.
And you knew there's people who "LOVED" calculating...
even you've alrdy prepared the cash & going to pay them soon.
They are like RATS who afraid of no CHEESE but keep asking people to pay them back even you haven get the stock yet? & they calculated well even 0.05 sen!? Aren't you agree?
Honestly don't act that when you are with me, I will definitely hate you and don't really want to share any goods with you next time -.-"

Today i feel extremely tiredness.
I din even notice rings of 6.30 am alarms.
I am actually awake in a shock body alarm 7.30 am sharp.
I open my eye, brain start working...& I heard birds voice...
The very 1st thing I rmb is, birds voice usually around 7 - 8 am! by then...NOO!Aww man! I'm late!~
He said he will be arrive 7.30 am last night.
Quickly & speedy get ready myself with some clothes up & do whatever I can without combing hair.
& with a cup of protein even though it will be breakfast section later on.
Luckily he arrive around 8 a.m. ><"
I almost fall asleep on the appetite speakers speech...
And really do slept for few minute during the awaiting section.
Both of them saw me slept on that time n then he tried to wake me up with 2 tap touch, he says you stay up late again last night huh? actually I wanted to meet you tml 6 pm.
Well, ok...basically I alrdy knew what's the purpose why he's going to meet me. there's only 3 reason behind

Hmm, well yeah i rmb now...Krushur & mickey patel from india...
Krushur was absolutely funny as Matts homber!
Hie simply brought lots of humor explanation & speech & matts homber was remain very energetic speaker.
He explain & doing many funny stuff during his speech...well, it really does funny!
This could be a prevention of anything problem rather than just doing 1 thing in comfort zone.

Let's say why would you buying insurance?
Why you need it?
Why care about other's thinking?
Human being is selfish, they wont help you all the time you need.
They just ran away from you when you need them, n then show up themselves when you don't need them.

You see, Mickey was right there's sometimes people who don't really know who they are.
They hidden their true personality inside a box, longer enough they forgotten who they really are.
Some people actually loved to talked a lot but because of fear,objection, environment and causes effect so forth...
They pretend silent all the time & then they lost their personalities.

Did you actually extend your personalities as talent / potential or actually hidden behind the door?

The interesting n funniest stuff happen in this WLS is...
The new video of matts homber...
Well it looks like MIIB / james bond 007! -.-"
The second things is...the song that you heard everywhere nationwide nowadays "OPPA GANGAM STYLE"
MC & speaker dance during the songs played.
Even "HE" also dance for awhile...because he is one of the MC with lyndi & freda(BFM MC) on friday.
& during break section last nite, there's music around...People walked up & volunteer themselves dancing on the stage! WOW! that's nice because it's freestyle immediate show & no differences from what region you are, which country you came from. They actually dance during indian songs. Even the video cam man do record them & put them on screen, everybody's in hall cheers & hv fun with them.

& I am absolutely go for the next one which speaker from australia.
A very POWERFUL which everybody highly recommended & very rare & hard to invited them to come on stage.

Well, Another interesting & lesson WLS this month.
WOW, I've been wrote so long even that's not even reach 40% of the stories!?

"Counselling with a right way is much more important than judgement without knowing it"

Untitled

What i'm gonna write about tonite?
Actually i've been thinking about this question few times...
But seems no point appear in my mind...
Plus, I din have enough sleep due worked up late last nite right until around 4 am.
Amazingly I still feel energetic for whole day!? -.-"'
Glad to hear that actually the design been approved, my effort of OT ain't wasted.
Going to sleep earlier today otherwise it could be worst tml.

After review back some photo album in FB...especially the cover album.
**Ngek ngek! This is really a good photo shooting!**
I talked to myself that way...
Anyway, it really was 1 of the BEST photo shooting I ever get...

There's lots of people questioning how to get a great photo shooting?
Or how actually you capture such good photo?

Well, I really dun know...
Even though I learnt some knowledge photography during college.
But basically I dun rmb all those speed,screen,shape,aperture etc...
All I does was...always look on good photography sample, design, picture etc & follow my heart n feel.
Most importantly is you should look / see more good photography sample & pictures.

A good image does brought along different kind of feeling depends on viewer.
It could be good nor bad.

After all, I loved photography even though I am not a truly pro~
I loved to shoot people quietly & secretly because it shows their true selves.
But I would grab a camera my own to practice on it someday ^^
This is one of my target even I din really set when do I really want it.

One of the picture I loved / proud very much about...

Suprise

Never knew or expected that actually he is picking me up for tonite appointment.
M: you are home issit
** yea...
M: i am going to pick up soon in 15min
** eh??i tot you are going by your own?
M: nope..i am bringing you along.
** I see..alright then.
I tot C is coming but seems she is busy of her work project.
Which is why I've been given more difficult designing task where she need by...this coming THURSDAY!!??
OommGG!! Too sudden,somehow need to do skethes!?mock up ready by thursday?
I will be dead meat alrdy -_-*
Product brochures should be ok to deal with..

M: So, how are you? issit busy in the office?
** I am busy rather than others ><"
M: how says?
** Working on many billbook, flyers, banner n poster stuff...
M: Ic...(continued~) ....so what books you are reading?
** Hmm, a books called "making ideas happen"
M: whose the writer?
** Err, forgotten the names but founders of behance artist network.
M: Ic...hey btw you should.....(continued again)
Pretty interesting explanation, honestly speak to you this is my 1st time listen to this.
Glad he tag me along to show me how to explain n talk because i learnt more new stuff hehe...
N knew more about himself, why is he interesting into it too...
Time fly fast otherwise i think we could stay a bit longer i guess?
Hopefully you feel a different way n point of view through it because thats what i see, hear, feel n learn...
I hope to share and help on more knowledge and what i feel good to more ppl rather than taking advantages against ppl.

M: So when did you guys plan on going Bali?
** Should be middle of may...
M: Hmm, middle of may...should be ok. (conversation continued)

While on the way back he questioned me again..
Ahh, good...Q & A again -_-*
After answer his few question...
M: Very good, you actually doing good n right, had a good & positive mindset on setting up your own opinion and your own ways of doing...keep it like that way no matter what you did...(Continued...)
***Wow!!!did you hear that!!?
He actually say that!?i am really happy but there is many many more stuff i wanted to know n explore and i knew myself well.

What did you learn from it?
questions yourself...
M: So when are you going to start..the work??tonite?
** Since its urgent, I guess so..."

**-____-**** do I have a choice?
I know there is always a choice but ...
Somebody do...help/save me!!!
Tension again~~~

Conversation...increased even sometimes its pretty silent on the journey...

16 Sept

Yesterday addicted to Killer game online so played until almost 3 am with youngest bro.

Well, today wake up quite early because of noisy voice created all the neighbours,

I pretty hate them though because why they can't just keep quiet especially holidays for ppl who work up late could sleep a little bit longer!?

Force myself lay on the bed & sleep a bit longer as I can. So end up wake up at 1pm.

Prepared to go out? Actually I din really know what time but doesn't hv to get ready myself anyway so went out just like that way with a jackets.

Movie!Resident evil...

Din pay lots of expectation on it because of previous episode.

But, I do pay a lot of attention on all the film making & action in it.

Man, what a nice back forward starting film.

You see, I loved that part...

It could be two different story/action meaning by that making.

Forward = usual story / action

Back Forward effect = another kind of action story telling...

Ain't you think that very awesome!?

Well, perhaps you don't think so because it seems usual to you.

& another point of view is...Doesn't mean everyone would think /feel like I do.

Basically film maker/directors actually would like produced/represented something more than just a movie...

But...

"does many of us notice about/think about that way?"

Nope...

Nowadays people "LOVED" to do COMPARING EACH OTHER no matter what

But hell why they have to compare other film with another film?

Can you tell how u feel if those film produced by yours?

Can you produce such movie for our vision?

Bowling & then went for...

Steamboat, wow~such a long time din been for steamboat with them.

Pretty enjoyable dinner...still, we all talked like how we was & happy as always.

Conclusion:

An awesome R.E. Retribution...

I really hope to have continuous episode...

Because I really loved this R.E movie & actors: Milla Jovovich
Her sacrifices, role play & characteristic...
She seems more prettier in this episode XD
They said I watch R.E because I do play games...?But that's not the main reason I fall in love to R.E.

& I am really happy to have another episode coming...

Good job & Thumbs up to R.E collection ^^~

Expectation

While I am still wondering around when is the next WLS be held,
He actually remind me next week...
OH YA HELL, time passing so FAST!
Saw the notification email this morning...

Going to grab the challenge pack this time!~
Din wish to miss it again because they comes with newest GREAT book!
And actually cheaper 2gather with some CD's along...
I've miss the "purple the people" during last WLS,
Might going to look around and grab it back as collection...
Next book going to bought " INSPIRED MOTIVATE LEAD"
Sound interesting...

Expecting the WLS next week.

Go ahead and...
Relax, Have Fun and Enjoy!

Hope they allowed me to tag along all the time :)

Reading doesn't comes with much effective without any action,
But without any reading you can't come across some stairs,
Its a 10% MUST in your life as an habit.

Have you start reading everyday as a habit?
OR you actually spending time on twitter, facebook, games and so forth?

Books

Started a new book named * making ideas happen *

Thanks sis for selecting this book during bookfair, this is such a great book on expending ideas especially designers..

Only realize it actually written by the founder of behance. A global networking artist website.

Pretty interesting on teaching how you should make yours ideas happen with the right way n some suggestion rather than just doing it like that way.

Moving on finish it and look forward to learn more knowledge inside out and applied it.

Today,critically i learnt a new meaning of following quote.
*optimistic about the future, but pessimistic about the task*

The languages of this book is quite deep instead od global english.I need to flip over the dictionary and figure out many new words i nvr seen before.

Another new way of language n words education.
Manage to catch up and try to read it out to improve my speaking skills.

Impressive huh?
I love english book because it is challenging n fun learning...

Don't you think so?

失措

早上，非常想继续睡~
手臂肌肉虽然有点酸痛，依然坚持锻炼。
现在的成果比起刚开始看来更明显，继续继续~
又是上班时刻，去银行存款（公司印刷需求）
很奇怪的~
才隔壁街而已。
为何是我“走”去进却不是她们那些有车来来去去的？
也许是“她们懒散+太过依赖”形成的吧，
没关系，那我也能拖一拖时间。
一进办公室，
通常会先做什么？
我嘛~开自己的信箱。
疑？一个很赶时间的letterhead.
今天必须印出来~
从excel convert 去 AI,不容易。
尤其是需要修改margin, spacing,再融入letterhead里头的文稿，
我都花了大约一个小时慢慢修。
那三八，一进来不久就很休闲得吃零食。
依然是我最忙，走来又走去。
字条上拖了几天的job,依然还在拖~因为她依然无视平常这种不需要任何交待且容易的印刷。
你非要我开口求救才甘愿帮人的吗？
我篇不开口啊，继续让它拖下去吧~
反正老板娘有“眼”看我做东西，因为都是她吩咐的东西，我才不怕被客人骂呢。
然后突然收到一封消息，
已经印出来了的 10 个 A2 banner 有问题。
字体跑了？
哈！？？？糟糕？是我错吗？快快检查文件。
什么！？没问题啊~从新下载寄出去的pdf.
奇怪了！！为什么这个pdf寄出去时看来看去没问题。
一寄了出去后反过来下载回就出问题了？
残了,又是这个pdf问题.
没办法,他也没检查到那pdf就forward去印刷导致这样的情况,
所以呢,大家都有错吧? ><"
上次那个invitation又是切的时候被切走了字.
这个月他亏多咯 ><"
他的东西一发现有错误,我会很紧张失措的了,其实基本上不是我错还是会那样 ><"

一个朋友/客人进来,
就看得出我得面色,
说: 我知道你吞着火药,不用解释.
因为她是其中一个目睹,体验过那三八常常无所事事却不帮人,只会用嘴巴说,也很死脑筋.
所以我不需要说什么东西她就会明白我为什么在公司里很反常.
我等她寻找完资料,印刷了后才去午饭...

快快赶完他的letterhead,寄给他过目才印.
晚上再继续完成他的事务.
午饭时后收到来电.

~英语对话翻译~
*这里那里需要修改些,字体应该不能高过logo*
- eh!? 是咯!!没发掘到~
*这些文稿,你应该能 handle 得来的...所以其实不必要寄来寄去浪费时间
- 哦?-.-""
*今天必须要印,待会儿能完成吗?
- 嗯,我必须要做一点修改,所以很赶,印到来应该刚放工吧,我帮忙切吧.
*那就ok...我要印A4 size 吧, blank 10 张, report 1 set.
- OK!
*你带回家,我晚上跟你拿.
- OK!

平时我准准一小时才会公司,却赶回去了.
一边修,一边想起那banner的事情.
虽然修好了!~很犹豫不决,无法敢敢就以自己意思印出来.
还是拍张照给他whapps看了先比较起见,就算被说也要这么做的了><"
然后一直想着~"但愿没错~但愿没错~"
回信: OK!
我才放下大石印出来...
切完后,还作检查~
果然有两页有些难发现的错误.

平时做他的东西,都有这种心态,
犹豫着"对-不对"两面~
可每次都敢敢来哈哈~
有点开心,却很压力的那番对话.

虽然你信任我,跟我说不需要寄来寄去,印就是了!~

可是呢,我比较信任你的眼光,判断与经验.
更不想发生像banner那样的事件才每次叫你过目跟检查~
就算不是我的错失,也不代表中途不会出现半点错误~

一方面开心因为信任仿佛再更上一城楼,
二方面其实觉得很压力.
三方面觉得很兴奋因为不断挑战.

连中午头痛都因为那样的情形下消除了 -.-"
我的技术,是这样被培训出来的...

心●洞

心●洞
詞：淺紫曲：魏文超

看着你的表情倔強沉默中
你狼狽的解釋更讓我心痛
我可以假裝都不懂卻不能裝作無動於衷
聽着我的疑惑你言不由衷

誰又能體貼我冤枉的痛愛
可以無私與包容
卻不能釋然敞開心胸

我的心被鑿開一塊黑洞
擠在回憶裡狂烈洶湧
愛越美越痛我誓死效忠
捲土重來後就怕千瘡百孔

我的心被鑿開一塊黑洞
可是填不滿也掏不空
我越是寬容心就越沉重
愛明明該被歌頌為何還讓人惶恐

罕见我歌唱吧?
虽然不知道动不动听,但绝不难听哈哈!~
常常一边工作,一边唱歌~
尤其独自在家工作的夜晚~
一首深深打动我心的歌！
所以,你听过我歌声吗哈哈?
通常听得见最用心的歌声都是这种时候...
你有机会听到么?呵呵~

非常非常地~喜欢

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=do_Ru5sZaEc

Saturday

今天工作如常的闷,
最期待的是晚餐
虽然到最后搭徳士去,
到那里还依然很早,
第二次正式认识nicholas...
原来他很风趣也很搞怪
奇怪了,还以为C没来,
原来她藏在角落的座位,给装饰墙完全挡住了发现不到所以忽略了一段时间在跟nicholas与他朋友聊天。
可能M跟她说我有去所以她才来参与。
这聚会,不算小孩正式来说,依然是我最年轻吧。
个个都说好久没见到我的出现了,因为不想麻烦到他上上下下赶时间迟到所以没跟他常去哈哈。
然后请教旅行的最佳意见,
没想到一开口真的是问你问题先。
认识到几个新朋友,很好!!呵呵~~
还好其余的都认识,没压力很轻松。
可不知道姐会不会啦。
讲真的,我面部笑到有点酸。
因为他们的故事出自自己临时发挥,很真实也很搞笑一下。
学到一个搞笑技巧,最记得的一个部分
***Always refer to the first benefit hahahaha***
很少保持这么久的微笑了,不是装而是真心的。

如何?感觉不错吧?我个人很是喜欢的咯。
见到他们,觉得M & C是否我描述的那样呢?

偶尔去这些聚会好比没意义的休闲好得多。

又一件趣事

最近M进来的话,公司会一片宁静,
因为除了她以外,老板知道我帮M做事。
所以呢,
他们不敢接触与打扰我与M的事物。
很好,这样我不就需要左闪右避的。
不爽就说咯,我会怕你们吗?
人人找我共事才证明我不赖。

今天有趣事件如下。

E进来问我八合能给xx价钱吗?
然后交给了我一份我交代的私人文件
我就说她应该问负责人
E坚决立场结果出去前都没问
途中不相干的路人听见了我们的对话

故事持续。。。

过了不久,路人竟然开口问我,E要多少
然后我如实解答,八合
路人就一心认定我会给xx价格给E
继续说道,如果给那xx价,其余的总额你来承担,价格应当是xxx。
我没理会她,谈话结束

疑问再次出现在我脑袋。
请问E是谁的人?请问路人你亲耳听见我答应了吗?请问路人你有本事阻止我的一举一动吗?你有权利干扰吗?请问你有没有上过数学课,亏跟赚都算不出来?你以为我没办法隐瞒吗?

愚蠢的问题。

就这点小数目,我给不起吗?
E跟我的关系,请我吃的晚餐,带我到处兜风,与我合作过了的数额是这的千倍。
这数字,请问路人你付得起吗?

为了那几粒沙了无视了整地沙漠。
可笑且可悲路人您,
一直有着这种一直是失败者的想法

充足

早上懒床到八点,因为不太习惯早起床。
大哥来电了,是时候出门了,
九点到达球场,等了半小时小事情。
然后听听大哥讲解racket的分类牌子等。
业问问triton,hilux,ford ranger车的一点点基本知识。
我又领悟到点badminton知识。
大哥忍不住说跟我先热身,就solo热身将近一小时。

手一直打球没停过,当他们到达时刚好是极限,所以休息休息一下让他们打。
跟大哥打热身球,自己学到一点新技巧,然后在算分数的比赛试试,虽然都有些小错误,可是技术明显提升了。
由于早晚有做点肌肉运动所以手臂不会酸痛。

下午回家休息,冲了涼后还一直在流汗,那证明天气真的是热。
帮忙喝了两碗妈妈煲的汤。
很珍惜妈妈煮的饭菜,因为不像朋友们那么幸福。
没怎么有机会吃得到自家菜,都是吃外面或不吃。
无法睡午觉,所以基本都在玩vita。
铭问我们是否要看戏,由于铨跟我的决定,我说不去所以他也没去。之后才知晓他跟女朋友去看,我跟铨还提议打麻将。

没想到看完戏后他拨电来说晚餐然后打麻将,他先送女友回家 O.O
我问为什么她不跟我俩去晚餐,她说不饿,胃口不像我们这些恐龙,所以养她这种女生很便宜哦!
如果是我?对方不就惨了??!依我的食量。
哈哈哈!!~~

麻将时间,哇哈哈。
铨一直埋怨输钱。
常常手牌很不错,吃了他不少钱,完全没出过本钱哈哈。

这种消遣比出外来得经济,过时间,也能配增感情,促进脑部思考。
所以我们更喜爱麻将了。
那我跟铭请他宵夜咯,反正谁请谁的次数跟东西以次数都根本无法计算了。
夷!?刚巧打完球去吃的那档鸡饭家人在那里碰面哦,跟他们打了声招呼。
回到家十二点半,写部落格。
明天又懒惰跟戴上假面具上班。

昨晚收到一位朋友的信息,她很失落的说星期四那天由于小车祸车进厂。
说很佩服我这么独立跟心智与心志都很强。
因为这几天她都搭车跟走路上班,才体会到那不简单的耐心跟辛苦,更何况我是两年都用*走*的方式去我要去的地方。
也说做事没我那么坚持跟用自己的方式。
她不知道怎么去坚持与依然寻求解决方向。
看到我这么年轻而已就那么坚持跟努力追求目标,不断学习。
她觉得自己很失败。

可是她还没放弃啊,表示不失败啊。
之前听到她说开始努力寻找回目标都是因为我的影响。
是好事啊~~

我之所以有这么强的坚定与心智,是自小生活的环境影响促使的。
不同的人过着不同的人生就有不同的思考跟心智。

就算不断失败也得勇敢站起来,
活到老学到老,
最重要是让自己的内心过得满足与无怨无悔。
人生非常得短暂,
理当充分利用每一分每一秒。
读完了unfair advantages,
我又有更多新的观念了。
虽然无法使我立即变富翁,但是领悟到一些新见识与看法。

开始坚持花费补品照顾自己跟妈妈的身子才能让自己与她走更远。
不要为了一年省那几百,
要不往后多多钱都买不回你的健康。
反而欠下堆医药费,也无法去补救健康。

大部分人被蒙蔽为了*金钱*而生活
我为了*心灵满足*而不断追求学习

你呢?
你有问过自己这个问题吗?
没有的话请您现在想一想。。。

那本书让我记住了件非常重要的信念
一个人如果自己停止了学习,
永远都是个没努力过的失败者!!

Eye creame LX

Still thx for this present.
I am very happy while i get this product becoz the packaging look kinda luxury, all silver packaging.
I wonder hows the inside of the bottle, i tot the drops would be silver color aswell but it is actually in pure white.
And the smell of chemical ain't strong like some product I've tried before.

You sure wondering is it that useful as its price be able to let ppl to have few set of skincare products.

Ya, it really does...
As how i trusted their product.
My panda seems still kinda obvious but it seems deceased slowly n the skin around eye looks soft n moisturized~
Normally two drop needed per day but i am only using half drop per usage to decreased the consumption haha.
If i had more free cashflow, i will definately grab the creme LX too...OMG becoz its around 850.

Go ahead n achieved it someday.
Pls dun gift something i dun use,
ask me what i want n definately i wont rejected any nutrilite n artistry product hahaha.

白痴

他妈的~
一早胃不舒服就算了~
还得生点气。
又来问废话：
“为什么1小时半的东西弄那么久？”
白痴，知不知道你吩咐人做的时候是几点！？
白痴，知不知道过不久你就自己去午餐了！？
白痴，知不知道你不在的时候后有没有客人！？
白痴，知不知道你回来了已经几点而我出去午饭了！？
白痴，知不知道回到公司几点了！？
白痴，知不知道大部分客人进来谁served得走来走去！？

1. 你认为可以不去s招待客人，
2. 停下所有的东西只弄你的！？
3. 那你为何不自己招待客人！？
4. 你有千里眼看到你午饭时没客人！？
5. 我不用去午饭啊！？
6. 你到底会不会算时间！？
7. 谁坐在电脑前的时间比较长！？

别问些白痴问题！不然就自己弄别拜托别人~
我知道你故意问人以为我偷懒！
那你吩咐的东西我是否完成给你！？

没回答故意无视她的那个问题，
因为故意挖苦人，说什么都只等同于借口~
我不理会你们怎么看我，只要客人明白就好~
你又再次显出你的脑残！M.C.H. @$#!%^&